Kau Lupa, Aku Ingatkan

Kau Pernah ada BFF?

Bagi aku Bff ni lebih dari best friend for ever.. 

She is my everything.. even half of me..

Orang yang selalu ingatkan aku waktu gembira, betapa happy nya apa yang kita lalui bersama , even in sobber or laughter.. We made it..

Thanks sebab ingat kan aku .. 

Kata kau "Kau lupa , aku ingatkan"

Rupanya , few years back banyak sangat benda yang aku "miss out"

Tapi bila " Aku lupa, Kau Ingatkan"

Focus pada problematic diri, terhimpit dalam corong waktu  , sendiri..

Aku lupa siapa aku yang dulu..

Tapi bila "Aku lupa ,Kau Ingatkan"

Pengalaman menjadikan kita lebih dewasa,

Kadang tak tahu ke mana arah tuju..

Solusi pun masih samar..

 Mendengar kau  buat aku fikir..

Apa yang betul , apa yang salah..

Walau tak tahu , solusi ..

 Bila "Aku lupa, Kau Ingatkan"

Ya, rasa itu fitrah..

Tak terjangka, 

Datang tak dipinta..
Bila pergi , tak bersedia... mungkin..

Mungkin perakhiran nya begini..

Kerana rasa yang hakiki..

Milik Allah, dia pencinta abadi..

Bila "Aku lupa, Kau Ingatkan"

Rasa  itu kekal , tak mati

Terpulang pada kita..

Corak hidup warna warni

Atau 

Dendam kekal abadi..

Karma

Bila sampai masanya..

Pasti akan pergi..

Mungkin saat itu kau rasa lelah dan tak kuat

Tak mampu lagi kayuh ke depan

Patah

Selagi kau tak bersandar pada yang tak mati..

Allah hu Rabbi.

Thanks Allah for who I am
For the peoples around me
And
For the things that you had given me

-Aiko-

Bintang Siang.. 4.40 am

Farewell- Goodbye untuk Nor :'(

Assalam and semoga anda sihat dari sindrom haze yang melanda...

 Ini kali cerita pasal farewell yang tak seberapa untuk cik No yang cantik ni.. :( Last Thursday.. after paper IPE, gue, Shera and Kyla  sangat shock .. No' announce kan yang that day was her last day siting for examination in UUM .. Guess what?? No' dapat SPA sebagai incik2 nurse di Segamat Johor for three years....gojezz kau!!! Alhamdulillah.. since minat No' dari matrik dulu memang dalam medical..ntah cam mana la No' tercampak dalam management ? same la macam aku ni..huhu

Happy for her TAPI yang cam terkilan, if she told us earlier so that we could prepare something as a  gift for her.. Kan? sampai kaki ko No' tak mau habaq kat kami? Maka dengan penuh sebak sebek, drama, and tears going through our eyes.. kami peluk2 la petang tu, esok la last day No' kat UUM..

She is my loyal and gud listener I told u.. Yet a good advisor  (selain Fa'an Taufiqah) for my prob and always laugh and cry together since we shared alots of  " gurl story" .. hahah.. No' sangat soft spoken, smart, cantik tu of coz and sabar.. Positif.. argh ..pokoknya semua yang baik2 ada pada No'.. gap umur kami 3 tahun , so aku anggap minah ni cam adik2 aku ja.. best sangat ada sista and jiran camni.. memang sajak la No' jadi nurse!! ^^

Deep inside , terasa la minah ni nak p jauh.. Its true... Its is very hard to accept the reality that you will never see or hear that person, maybe  for entire of your  life. You can only remember her  and mesmerized the days spent with that person... So sad but it is reality we have to live with those memories

 

Tapi lepas ni aku kena la belajar handle sendri curhat (curahan hati)..kena beli stapler sendiri since aku selalu je pinjam benda tu dari sem 2 lagi kot ..hahah Teruk gila ko ni Aqil! -.-"" No' pembekal cream muka and kerepek kat aku, so lepas ni suma tu I've to do with on my own.. hukhukhuk ~ (kesat2 ingus) T_T

So, kami berempat deside untuk buat satu party steamboat untuk No' since diorang ni suma memang hantu mengkedarah  suka steamboat .. weuhuu..same jela dengan orang yang menaip nih..

Lokasi bertempat di BBQ Steamboat , Alor Setar depan pintu Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah.. Aku bagi 3 bintang setengah je kot.. Aku prefer steamboat Rynas kat Perlis lagi.. Untuk review ni, aku buat entry lain.. semak la kat sini..

sedih2 pun baila bab makan mesti happy ..hehehe~ :)

Later on, snap2 la beberapa pic-cer dekat tugu UUM tu hah..banyak gambaq tak jadi kot.. Aku just bagi NO' bookmark spring  shout out festival je coz tu je yang ada gamabr kami berlima , aku , Cik Syera, Kyla and Fa'an..

 "Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you until we meet again."

Pesan ve olls untuk Cik No'::

Abaikan mata aku yang terpeleot tu...

*********

Good Luck No' for ur future undertaking!! Ukhwah fillah untill jannah ..inshaAllah.. ve olls sayang No' ketat2..Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime. We'll take the best, forget the rest, and someday we'll find these are the best of times....Semoga menjadi incik nurse yang cantik , gojezz and berdedikasi.. Selamat berbakti untuk agama , bangsa dan negara..cewahhh!! 

 Better to stop now untill merepek lagi Aqil!

Untill then.. Thanks for reading this entry..
Assalam..Tc

"

Bertahan My Carrot!!! =(

Assalam and salam 11 Ramadan...

Mood hari ni agak melankolik.. berjaga sepanjang malam dek kesihatan Carrot yang tak berapa mengizinkan...taking care of him..Dua minggu sebelum balik dari UUM , mama and abah bawak Carrot jumpe vet, sebab demam and tak lalu makan ..But Carrot still ade mood nak main dan makan ..cuma  tak bayak..Vet cakap , its all depend on him..if Carrot kuat semangat then insyaallah he'll be ok... Carrot diberi 3 injection..and ubat pancut-pancut..(erk..maap , xtaw name pe.. (=.=")~ vet cakap if dia x boleh bertahan

Nampak macam ade perubahan, tapi tiba-tiba sehari sebelum puasa, Carrot jatuh sakit lagi and kali ni lagi teruk...He lost almost 60% of  his weight.. sangat pasif .. hilang selera makan and menyendiri...worse , nak minum pun kne pakai picagari..Carrot didaigonis dengann Feline Entritis (cirit -birit) yang teruk...vet cakap , dah buat yang termampu... so , just berserah je la sekarang..sakit konginental..kami pasrah  je.. :(  Walau pada hakikatnya  masih tak ready lagi untuk kehilangan Carrot...  If pergi lagi baik dari terseksa... Then, may he rest in peace..Semoga Allah mempermudahkan ~

Maybe ade yang cakap this is nonsence to be sad and care for those animal..Tapi bagi family kami, it seem like part of us being snatch away.. I Bet, only those person who once in my shoes knows how it feels rite know..

Nota Kesal saya

as salam... 4 syaaban 1433..

Rasa tersentap pagi ini...ditelan salah, diluah pun salah...tak tahu aku tak tahu...
Harap si dia x terlalu hanyut dengan kemewahan , cinta, dan cita.. Ya Allah ..tolong lah lindungi dia , janganlah biarkan dia semakin jauh daru jalanmu Ya Rabb! Aku kesal sebab tak dapat berbuat apa-apa..tak kan hanya nk pejam mata? argh~ Akhirnya , sesuatu yang paling ditakuti terjadi........ Kesian mama and abah...

do really hope that you can remain like this.

i'm Learning you...♥ (" ,)

Asslammualaikum and selamat ber Isnin!!

:: JUST wanna Drop some melankolik verse 4u2c::

I  ♥ the way of the writer  express her feelings..

Kind of poem ,..well it's actually the Lyric from Yuna's song...

The flow of the story in this songs  got the similarity to my story ..

That is the part that I like the most about this song..

♥

Is your favourite colour blue .. "ungu" ?  

And do you always tell the truth? 

 Do you believe in outer space? 

 I'm learning you
Is your skin as tan as mine? 

 Does your hair flow side ways?  

Did someone take a portion of your heart?  

Now I'm learning you
And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears  

And everything that you believe in 

 Would you make a difference in the world 

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation  

Only you can make me....
I've let my guard down for you 

And in time you will too

And if you don't mind can you tell me all your hopes & fears 

 And everything that you believe in 

 Would you make a difference in the world 

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation 

 Only you can make me....
Deeper conversation with me ( x3 ) Deeper conversation....
Does your name rhyme with mine?

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p/s : Pesan buat sahabat ku muhammad..sang perenung Bulan Ilahi

As Salam and gud evening evry one..

Just wanna share wif u guyz.. 

That day......

When it happened..(12022012)

"Tears going through my eyes..All day long..I swore to myself ..It wouldn't happen again. I vowed to myself ..That this was the end. The end of this longing, This yearning so strong. I said I was over you, But oh! I was wrong actually...Now here it is again, Quite awhile later.And my love for you Is now even greater.I spend all my time Thinking of you,I'm in love with you again And there's nothing I can do" I would love you a thousand times for you to love me once " insane rite?

Then , later on . I've been thinking and seek  the perfect reasons for our new "Friendship " or so called " Kawan Baik?"...I keep on thinking , Why can't I just move on with out you! I messed up, I shouldn't care about you any more, but I do, so I am sorry Encik Amad..Everythings, every stuff keep remind me at YOU!!


Yeah.."It's hard to find the good in someone when you have already found the best in someone else"...Then ,  one day, while I was surfing the internet,  free blog walking..I found  this article which AWARE me what I 've been miss before as a Muslimah..as a daughter..and as a SERVENT OF GOD..Allah..masyaAllah!!

-having boyfriend/girlfriend type relationships is completely haraam and forbidden in Islam. If we expect help from Allah then we need to strive to stay within His set boundaries; i.e. in this case staying away from haraam relations as going to the movies and excess time spent between a boy and girl is not right, it will lead to more wrongs. The first glance if not controlled leads to a few sweet words, then to flirting, then to spending time with one another, then physical emotions take over and before one knows it base desires over take common sense and all judgement is clouded. It is completely ok for you to be interested in wanting to get to know this man for marriage, but there are etiquetes to doing so, in order to avoid haraam.

- we must strive to be 'better muslims' now, this minute, this second; not wait till after marriage. Who knows, we may not be alive long enough to be married or to even see the next day or minute;

- when our love for something or someone takes us out of the boundaries of Islam, that 'love' that may once have been pure, becomes polluted and tainted;

- if her 'boyfriend' talks about love and marriage one day and is then able to break off a relationship overnight due to 'jealousy and suspicion', then he clearly has some insecurity issues. Such issue being left undealt with, will only cause problems in any future marriage;

- Umar Ibn Al-Khattab(ra) said: "If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is by destiny, from you it can not flee." More likely there is good in this man leaving your friend. From what you say, she seems to have a habit of forcing herself into bad situations, as she did by getting involved in this relationship in the first place; so remind her to seek patience and accept what Allah has done for her through this 'break up' as a blessing.

Then...I'm smiling to myself.. (^^.) I'am glad for his desicion before it's too late for us.. Believe in fate..  "If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is by destiny, from you it can not flee."   Allah always know the best for us..TQ Allah!!Come to Allah and rather thank Him that He saved you from a haram relationship. Pray to Him and ask from Him; you will never be disappointed and abandoned.

 “O Controller of the hearts! Make my heart steadfast upon Your religion”amin..
Wallahualam.. :) Dotz..

hey....what's the matter with me???

Asaalammualaikum..

Sintok hari ni ditemani dgn sunshine, all day long...

Cik Aqil skip training fitness kayak kat Tasek Dpp MAS...

Alasan: study utk exam esok... bagus kan? poyo kan??

What's the matter with me ??? lately I'm goin mad easily..Oh ..Ya Allah..(teruk nye aku)

keeps suspicious to si dia... I

Thought ... He doesn't luv me any more..got somebody in his mind..

Thought... I can't past this exam..

Thought ...I just can't get through all those things...

Plus.. I become so timid..living in my own world..

Lucky..I got a room mate who's so understanding ..

Pendengar setia selain cik Dayah....but a few hours ago..

She already went home with smile on her face..

Wishing me all da best for my last paper and take a gud care of myself ..

so..my Gile condition become worse... alone again!! T_T

Rasa paranoid for the next xpdc during our semester break..

Berkayak selama 4 hari dr pulau ke pulau...Hoh!!! CUAK PLAK |\\("~)//|

Plus..  My stamina has deteriorated lately..

Lack of exercise and training!! tegolek sje after mkn..

sgt buruk..,mcm Dugong....That how I can gain lots of weight rite now..Gile!!

Semakin sakit limpa dan salur artery culinary bila memikirkan family yang 

bersuka ria kat Cameron ..

Having so much fun in their "last minute" holiday plan.. ('' .)...

.:.Br bg tahu semalam!!! seday .:. T_T

kembali semula ke pangkal jln ....

berjuang untuk last paper esok ptg..Fightoo Aqil!!!!

W'salam....

SAYA lemau + X bersemangat + Ralat!!

Salam….Semoga sihat2 je dan dilindugi Allah~

Today…it’s drizzle here….starting from Sahur tadi..Plus , it make me feel so “LEMAU” … I’m suffer from cough and cold..so irritating …huh (--_ )~plus kontrak mengecat rumah tu nampaknyer, dipindah milik 70% pd angah… Agak protes juga hati ini sebenarnYa ~Kesimpulannya, semakin byk kawasan jajahan berus cat anda mengecat rumah, semakin banyak la imbuhan yang anda dapat….so, it is sad to note that I just finished my work about 30% je due to my disease ..huh~…Series, RAlaT gile…

Kind of busy sepatutnya dengan persiapan nak mendaftar di uni dan hari raya, tp Cik Aqil still blh buat “RELAX” je… hahaha…Series, SUMPAH/..tak semangat langsung…lebih-lebih lagi bila mengenangkan due hantar dukumen UJRAH yang dah dekat but still do nothing at all…(padan muke aq sbb wat kje last minute..)

K …that’s all… DOTZ..

P/s: kuih raye baru penuh 3 telap….x campur yang kne ngap lagi…adeh..~